That fanfiction

So like everybody out there, I was naiive enough to search for the Sherlock fic "Alone on the Water" last night, thinking that, "it can't be that bad."

I read half of the fic last night.

I have never felt so fearful and sad and I have never had so much tears flowing down my face reading a freaking fan fiction. I, uh, ended up going to bed at 4 and falling asleep at 5 because the content in there just wouldn't let me rest in peace. I dunno, it struck me on such a personal level it's really rather haunting.

And then I just finished reading the rest of the fic at school. The only reason why I am not crying my eyes out right now is the fact that I am sitting in front of my non-Sherlock-obsessed classmates.

So that's my day so far. I think I need to lie down for a second.